Do you ever get the feeling like you traded in something good, for something worse, thinking the worse thing was going to be better?
That's how I feel right now.
Even though deep down I know the worse thing actually is better.
I'm trying not to be a complainer, but ya know somedays it's hard.
"How's Boston?" I get that question every time I talk to someone.
"Well Boston seems to be doing good, but me-
somedays I want to scream"
That's not what I tell them.
But if you really want the raw truth, I'll be honest...
(okay not really poor, I mean we have a home and food and clothes
and money in the bank for all the things we need-mostly)
but I desperately miss my old job and knowing that if I were still there, we would have an extra $10,000 in savings right now.
Not to mention the awesome health insurance.
Ya know, that has been an impossible task. Health insurance.
These guys don't want to give it to us, and those guys want us to pay more than we can afford, and they make me laugh and say "that's completely ridiculous"
and in the mean time, we are racking up a bill with the state for not having it.
Now Harvard, well, they make my life more difficult.
That's all I'm going to say about that.
We just don't love it here- yet.
We love all the people we interact with,
and New England really is nice.
It's just hard. It's just life.
We are happy, and life is good...we are hopeful and very blessed.